December 11 2013, 12am
Feels pretty good to be in an active sport again. I had my first jujitsu class tonight with the shop boys. Only girl and my instructors told me I did an awesome job especially since I didn’t have any training and they thought I did. But holy fuck the training and work out is intense and it’s only going to get more intense. But that’s good cuz it’s going to prepare us for this tournament we got in march. It’s going to be awesome to finally have martial arts under my belt. And also when spring comes, I plan on getting my nascar racing license. So I’m pretty stoked for that. I hope it all works out.
It’s been hard keeping my spirits up and just struggling to be here… But as much I want to give up.. I know I can’t..
It’s still taking me some time to let go and move on… And it prolly will take awhile.. I’m not gunna lie… But hopefully time will help heal..